mianhae....

im so sorry for ignoring u...im not redy to meet u...talk to u...n if i do...it feels like im so hypcryte...i really dun hav a strength to talk to u...even facing u...maybe people will think seems like im the one who guilty...but actually u r the one who is... break my heart...break our promises...bcz of a guy...u ignore me..the guy who i reject first...how could u be like this...love n frenship...u prefer love?....before i jz prefer frenship...but now both...bcz i cant let go the thing i love....mianhae...i have to do that to u..i jz wanna u to feel abandoned...feeling alone...from now on...im jz standing alone...no one behind me...im not expecting more than anything from u...bcz i knw...once im down..nothing will be the same...i dont n never hate u..bcz u still the part of my life...it jz like...im try no to think of u...n i did it...i jz wanna normal life...so i have to let u go...dakara hontou sumimasen...(insa)